it is holloween.
I am not feeling like celeberating ....... i am going through something ....that is very hard on me ...has always been hard on me ..and that is a understatement ....so my angizity is realy high ...I am messed up ...emotionaly ....just want to be in bed ...I am very tired ..but I have to get through this and I will ...my h is helping me with this ...........I am just overwhelmed right now ...and on the clock ....I think maby I schould of went to see my doctor ...my phicitrist ...early ....I am rembering things ...I never wanted to rember ......they broke me ....once ........now ....they will be my fight .....I know that that you won't understand what I have riten ....one day I hope to be able to talk about it all ........God bless ..
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Im sorry your having a hard time. I hope you get through it ok. HUGS
thankyou I will ..and I will be stronger for going through it ...you take care ..God bless ..
What an appropriate time for the dark ghosts to return. I also suffer at times from remembering emotionally painful events.
Sometimes I think these hurt parts of ourselves wait until we are stronger to embrace them. I would say let go but I don\'t think that always happens or is the answer.