it is a good day

I keep stepping one food in front of the other that is all I can do.  I am sick of the human race there is no kindness in the world   being alone is better then dealing with other people.   Wish I could get myself together and move on with my life    I am stuck here and can not get out.   My depression is not as bad as it was but still get the blues and cry for hrs at least I am not sucidal anymore  still think about killing myself and how I would do it.  Admire people who have done it  good for them out of their misery