it has to be written

i need to say a few things. first i put up a post in the depression thread letting everyone know what i am most likely going to do. second im sorry but i just feel that this is my only option. i saved it for my last option but all the triggers needed to go off for me to kill myself have gone off, and the final one will go off tomorow signalling time for me to end it all.  im sorry but i felt that i could atleast say something would atleast let everyone know i wont be here anymore.