It feels like I'm drowning!
It feels as if my life is going downhill so fast, towards disaster, and I cannot do anything to change that! Colleen has lung infection again, Melany is very sick with kidney infection, and she still doesn't have a job. And financially we are heading towards major disaster!
I know that God is in full control of our lives, every second of our lives! He proved that to me this week. And although it feels as if I'm busy drowning in all these circumstances, I know that He is with each one of us, every step of the way. Maybe He is preparing us for a huge breakthrough. I just don't understand why! I am so tired of fighting to survive! I just need His peace in my life again.
I know that God is in full control of our lives, every second of our lives! He proved that to me this week. And although it feels as if I'm busy drowning in all these circumstances, I know that He is with each one of us, every step of the way. Maybe He is preparing us for a huge breakthrough. I just don't understand why! I am so tired of fighting to survive! I just need His peace in my life again.
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Oh sweetie...I am sorry so much is going on. I wish I could something to help. When we have all this major stuff to deal with and money problems it makes it so much harder to deal with. I am here anytime you need to vent. I am praying for you
huggs
I came across this poem at work today and thought of you. Hugs & Prayers!!!!
Hold My Hand, Lord
God,
I\'m glad you\'re up there,
couldn\'t face this day
without You.
Hold my hand Lord.
Hold my hand tight
and lead me
through this day.
-- Margaret Wilson Owsley, www.christianpoets.com
Thank you so much!!