It doesn't matter.

Worthless piece of shit!That's all you'll ever be!You don't do anything!You're fucking lazy!Annoying! Careless! Selfish! Greedy!The list goes on & on!Get a fucking job!Get a fucking life!Stop being such a bitch!You're a fucking low life that isn't going anywhere in life!Get off your ass and do something!
You never think of anyone!I hate whatever I am, whoever I am.Fuck it why bother trying to stay calm & keep it all together anymore.
If you want to see Samantha I'll fucking show you her!She doesn't give a shit about what people say!She doesn't care about anything & especially not herself!!You wanna tell me I'm fucked up!?Well you don't know the meaning of fucked up until you try to live my day to day life!Try to live my life for a fucking hour!You'll be screaming to get away from yourself!Trust me I fight with myself everyday in my fucking head!!We try so hard but ALWAYS fail!!So I guess,IT JUST DOESN'T FUCKING MATTER ANYMORE!!!