Isolating
I haven't been on here for a while because my tendency is to isolate myself and shut out the world when I am feeling down. I know what I need, but I don't know how to get it and I loose all motivation to try. I need a vision for the future, my future...and I don't have one except to dream about God's Heavenly Kindgom. Our world's system is so depressing...I feel like I was born at the wrong time...our whole system is based on greed and control. I perceive so much, yet feel helpless to do anything about it, except to pray. The battle is in my mind...why can't I just stay positive and be happy with the way things are? I desire a world where love is the driving force and faith and hope are a lifestyle. Forgive me God for my lack of faith. Help me in my unbelief. Help me to see through your eyes Jesus. Help us all.
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I am sorry to see that you are feeling down. I can certainly understand how you feel. I hope you will feel better very soon. Hugs.
I do the same thing you do and definitely think the same things. I`m starting a new therapist so that will get me out of the house. I pray a lot and ask the Lord to keep me positive and give me a will to live. Hang in there Debbie. I know better days are ahead!!
Thank you LadyKj and Teddybear, I am doing a little better, my sweet Mother came by yesterday and brought me some Haagen-Dazs zesty lemon sorbet, which is my favorite. Today we went for a walk together too. It is nice to be loved and not have to pretend to be more than I feel. I am taking one day at a time. God bless you both and thank you again. It means a lot to me.
Debbie