Isolated

what am i doing here anyway-chatty friends are meaningless really when i shut the box.i was so let down by Mr X who just went to prove how insincere people can be....how the way they'd probably treat 3D friends is so different from ersatz friends on web sites like this.really when youre chatting unless you know who you are speaking to it could be anyone we all seem to say the same sorts of things.and so much for my fantasy about the AA convention next June....and a DS Conventioni need a best friend to be with.sadly i am pretty useless alone...just marking time if you'll forgive me...oh well live and learn i guess.however i have places to go and will probably meet someone sooner rather than later...life has a way of working out for me perhaps i need to raise my sights a little and even my sites.perhaps normal is where I want to be rather than artistically insane.meanwhile ive planted out the broadbeans, celery, lobelia, iceland poppies, parsley,stock and pansies and polys, so life does go on