Is why me to much to ask?

Is why me to much to ask? I know I am not the only one suffering from this disease. I am so happy that I have found you all also. Sometimes I just want to know why me. Why at this age do I have to feel the way I do. Why do I have to hurt all the time. Why do I have to live in a fog right now. I am at the point that I hate everything and almost everyone. What is the point in going on like this. So tired all the time. So tired of it all.