Is today over yet??
The people at dream job wants me to apply for a different position within the organization that is still basically dream job, it's just working more with data than people. And I am fine with that. As my husband pointed out last night, I hate people. He pretty much hit the nail on the head there.
Today just sucks. We got hit with a ton of huge bills back to back and are literally down to $10 in the bank until I get paid on Friday so I'm panicking about that. My cysts are killing me and I've actually been doing everything I can to get them to rupture because I know it's going to happen again soon and I'd just rather have it be on MY terms rather than be blind-sided by the pain while I'm at work. I know that sounds completely insane and probably even a little bit masochistic, but I'm just so sick of this disease taking control over my body. I am the biggest control freak I know, and it's absolutely maddening to sit back and have no say in how this goes. Oh, and there was another big baby announcement on Facebook this morning. Salt in the wound.
Work is an absolute trainwreck. A girl I work with is a complete hypochondriac and every few months she has some new horrible rare disease and is consulting with surgeons all over the place, and nothing ever happens because everyone knows she's crazy. Well she just found out that she's getting her tonsils out about a week ago and she's now on her third sick day for "tonsillitis" even though she's never ever had it before. She's honestly a nutjob, I'd rather not have her here, but it means 10 times more work for me. I hate this place. I really hope I can get this other job...I've decided if I get an offer, I'll just tell them I can't start until 5/27. That way I can have my surgery and post-op fully covered by insurance. One less thing to stress about, I guess.
I just want to say before I post this in a huff that I feel like a jerk for complaining on here all the time. In my real life, I am not a complainer. I think that's why I do it so much on here. So sorry if anyone thinks I'm annoying/a drama queen...I'm really not like that!
Today just sucks. We got hit with a ton of huge bills back to back and are literally down to $10 in the bank until I get paid on Friday so I'm panicking about that. My cysts are killing me and I've actually been doing everything I can to get them to rupture because I know it's going to happen again soon and I'd just rather have it be on MY terms rather than be blind-sided by the pain while I'm at work. I know that sounds completely insane and probably even a little bit masochistic, but I'm just so sick of this disease taking control over my body. I am the biggest control freak I know, and it's absolutely maddening to sit back and have no say in how this goes. Oh, and there was another big baby announcement on Facebook this morning. Salt in the wound.
Work is an absolute trainwreck. A girl I work with is a complete hypochondriac and every few months she has some new horrible rare disease and is consulting with surgeons all over the place, and nothing ever happens because everyone knows she's crazy. Well she just found out that she's getting her tonsils out about a week ago and she's now on her third sick day for "tonsillitis" even though she's never ever had it before. She's honestly a nutjob, I'd rather not have her here, but it means 10 times more work for me. I hate this place. I really hope I can get this other job...I've decided if I get an offer, I'll just tell them I can't start until 5/27. That way I can have my surgery and post-op fully covered by insurance. One less thing to stress about, I guess.
I just want to say before I post this in a huff that I feel like a jerk for complaining on here all the time. In my real life, I am not a complainer. I think that's why I do it so much on here. So sorry if anyone thinks I'm annoying/a drama queen...I'm really not like that!
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Ouch...I hate when all the bills come at once and leave you with nothing in your bank account! Just another thing to add to the mess while you\'re stressed and in pain. :(
Baby announcements and annoying game requests are the two reasons I stopped using Facebook. I went in the other day to delete all the people I don\'t talk to anymore (not because of baby stuff) and found that they also happened to be those \'mommy from hell\' types who panicked about everything their children did/didn\'t do and ALWAYS posted about their babies. Now when I look at my feed on the rare occasion that I do go on, it\'s mainly games with a few baby announcements from family members (cousins, etc.).
As for the cysts, I\'ve never experienced them, but my mum has. From what she told me she felt like, I\'m sorry you have to deal with them! I hope the pain goes away soon and without blindsiding you at work!
Good luck with the dream job and don\'t worry so much about complaining! It helps to get it all out, and you should complain somewhere/sometime instead of bottling it all up or ignoring it. Doesn\'t mean you\'re a drama queen or annoying!