Is she serious??

I wrote about my nephew's 5 month old daughter and what a wonderful baby she was in an earlier journal. Well, today my sister in law said she has had the baby for 2 weeks because the 19 year old mother of 2 decided that she didn't want to be a mother anymore!!! WHAT THE HELL???  IS SHE SERIOUS?? the little girl is an angel. I am paying over 5,000 in hopes of getting a precious child and she has not one but 2 and she thinks she take it back to the store because she doesn't want it anymore!! THis infuriates me and I am in tears!! Give her to me I'll take care of her!! I am so angry, frustrated, and aggravated!! This is the crap I'm talking about. There are so many deserving woman out there who want to be a mom and this chick gets a baby and doesn't want it. I am aggravated and this will continue to be one of those things that I will never understand.. I am dreaming of a baby and wanting to be a mom. Torturing myself watching a baby story and bringing home baby and I hear this crap!! This sucks so bad!! I told my sister in law that I  would babysit anytime because I don't want her to hurt the baby or anything...I am tired of this chapter in my book of life....I sick of everyone thinking that I am oversensitive. This is why I don't talk to my family because everyone looks at me like I am over emotional. Whateva!!