is it worth it
My question is " is it worth it"? I have fought a battle this past 13 months and feel like it is a never ending battle. I am sick again and can't keep food or fluids down again. I am sick of throwing up. I saw my surgeon last Tuesday and he had me do a scope on Thursday. He is waiting for lab results to see what we need to do next. It took them 6 tries to get an IV in and I just can't take another hospital stay. I have given up...my soul is broken and I no longer want to fight to live. It just isn't worth it. I don't know how long I will last going the way things are going, but to be very honest I just hope it isn't a long process. Just needed to vent.... love all of you...my friends
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I was where you are now many times. I was bedridden for years as well and lived from my bed only to go to the bathroom and medical appointments/hospital. Now, I walk about 10-20 km per day and teach English in SE Asia. I could not have dreamt such a thing for over 15 years. Ask your doctor for a PowerPort to be implanted. Look it up to see what it is and how it works.