IS IT THIS TIME OF YEAR OR WHAT?
OMG ive been missing him again.Why oh why do i feel this way again? I hate thinking of him in his new life with his new family.Why am i so weak?He was obviously not in love with me anymore and why do i crave someone who dosent care ?
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A wise woman on this site explained it to me with incredible clarity. You are trapped between what it really was versus what you wanted it to be. The holidays accentuate that. Are you missing what it truly was, or what you imagined it to be?
I agree with the post above, you are stuck with a ghost. Craving someone who used to be there but does not exist anymore, a memory... What can you do to shift your focus to the present and the future? You have a whole life ahead, full of nice surprises but for the new to come in, the old has to go... Hugs...
Yes, I agree. I feel that way sometimes too. I crave what he was supposed to be. What I wanted him to be. But he never was that. Boy do I feel stupid. I see it all. He is building his own walls and mountain. One day (maybe) he might regret.
Mine is too busy being mr wonderful and mr poor poor me. (Self pitty) To see outside the box. Pitty has gotton him along for a while. don\'t get me wrong he\'s not mourning my loss but his girlfriend. He\'s been off work since oct (our first court date) Stress leave. One day he will have to go back.