IS IT REALLY GOING TO HAPPEN

Well it is july 27 2019 and i have finally got an appointment to see an endocrynolist at 2pm. I am a little disappointed that my call back was pushed back towards the end of Sept to the beginning of Oct. so I did a little more researching remembering that i could use an endocynoligist. only to find out that they were in the same boat no available appointments until Sep, but the receptionist told me that sometimes they get cancelations so i took the chance by filling out the paper work needed and since i have already done the preliminary phone consultation with Mazzoni center i figured that im good to go. so with in the week i get a call from thier office saying that they have a slot available ,if i wanted it i should call and i did and i got the appointment now i see them soon and i hope that i will will walk out of the office with a script strarting my HRTI will be feeling on top of the world moving closer to my dreams becoming reality. Right now i hope that everything will go smoothly. More to come.  :)

Well I feel that everything went well, i didnt walk out with the script but i knew there was a reason why, they have to do a series of blood work to determin what course of action is needed to keep me out of trouble in the meds. but this has been a huge step for me being closer to meeting my goals , I feel that i have done my best to convince him that i have no intentions of backing down. As I will spead my wings like I did when i left my family. i feel 100% better my weight is back to where it is suppose to be and I am not as tired like i use to be. 

I have set up to get my blood work done tomarrow morning to get that out of the way , but once i get the results back im going to call thier office again to let them know if they have a cancellation that I am willing to grab it instead of waiting till Sept.10th till my next appointment. I am glad to have done my research on the ins and outs of the preceedures and emphizing that I am not in it for the thrills but for the adventure of the end results. when i got the scripts for the blood work it statted for identiy disorder (transfemale) i was in heaven ,, I thank God for his help in answering my prayers but i know that i have a long journey ahead of me along with a heavy plate of other issues that needs priority, like my eyes hear that i need surgery in order to keep from going blind. I just wished that i caught it sooner so i would have more time but being told in jume tht i would habe six months before i would loose my vision all to gether. i dont want that, i would want to see my body go through the changes and to see my kids once again even though i cant even talk to them, I did manage a way to get a playstation card for my son but my two daughters were mad when they found out and i didnt get them anything, but i see it this way they have a job they dont. So when the Mazzoni Center calls i will take the appointment and let them know that I would need thier help to see thier theripists. I hope ir pans out.

I havent felt this happy in a long long time.....