Is it meant to be?

I am having such a have had such a horrible week. It seems as though every time I take steps closer to starting my FET cycle. something gets in the way of it. For the past 6 months my life has been so crazy. I am just starting to wonder if it is meant for me to be a mother because lately nothing is goin right for me. I have been feeling really stressd out  and I know I cant start my cycle being stressed. i dont Know what to do. How did things get so bad. I keep finding my self going through financial harship and babck and forth to the doctor for female issues. I try to count my blessing but its getting hard. I have a career, I work hard, i am a good person. God Please lift this burden.