Irritated.....No Cable Please!

I walked in the door yesterday and there set a 60" tv in the box.  Keep in mind, I don't have a sofa but the lawn chairs were set up in the living room.  I need to actively shop for a sofa.  I lived without tv for almost over a year and loved it.  I read the Bible and some books that I had the time to read.  I just feel like TV is bad energy.  I'm guilty of following Game of thrones but that was on my phone once a week.  The tv carefully came out of the box...before I could blink...all the cables were out and they were hooked up but we couldn't get the cable to work. (What irritated me is I'm a instruction follower), but, he didn't follow the instructions then got frustrated because the cable wouldnt work.   Anxiously trying to appease my dear partner, I got on the phone with the cable company and after 1 hr and 45 minutes...we had cable.  By this time,I was exhausted.  He had gone to bed!  

I had fully intended on doing more straightning up last night particularly in the bedroom as there are still bags and boxes that need to be emptied.  I was a little upset because I went to great links to make that cable work.  But...I'm happy to be with a partner that provides so I shouldn't complain.  I am OCD, so the clutter is irritating me.  Maybe I need to start my meds again to get through all this..maybe I should stop complaining because life could be so much worse considering 2 years ago I was in a shelter.  

Im overwhelmed by all this house stuff...simple decisions are hard for me,  I'm trying to just breathe and make 1 decision at a time.

It's funny how when I was sleeping in my car, life seemed much simpler.  Sometimes I miss it.

Blessings to all!