Intimidated...

This isn't so much of an update as a um.. ramble, I guess.
I've tried running in the past.. and I came to realize that I am so NOT a runner, but lately, I've been feeling so strong and healthy.  I wasn't a bike rider either, but I've enjoyed doing that much more lately.
I'm kind of scared to try running, but something in me is ITCHING to do it.  Maybe it's because I'm feeling healthier and I think I can do it, I don't know, but I WANT to do this!  
I think deep down it's my fat girl mentality that is self-conscious about my fat bouncing around, even though there isn't as much as there used to be... or having to do it in the gym with all those people around.
I tell myself 'SCREW THOSE GUYS', there's nobody at the gym I need to impress.. and nobody wants to be laughed at.  But now, I look like just about any of those people trying to get into shape. I have nothing to be embarrassed about, and every reason to try to attain my goals, so WHY THE HELL NOT???
Tomorrow is my first day, and I'm actually excited about it. Never thought I'd be jonesing to get to the gym. LOL
Will update after the gym tomorrow.