Intersting Summer so far

OK Interesting summer so far, some good, some bad and definitely different. Started off with uncontrollable blood pressure issues. Ended up on yet another BP medication which of course made my feet swell which in turn caused me to have to g on more Lasix, yea whatever. Then The worst allergy Sinus season on record. 3 allergy shots 2 antibiotic shots and oral antibiotics, Claritin and many bottles of nasal spray later I think I am finally getting back my ability to breathe and smell and taste again UG.  I am really trying to deal with my new disability which isn't easy for me as you can imagine. I do still shoot my bow and ride my horse but having my ability to drive and work taken from me is difficult. I've been going fishing with Hubby and even putting the hook on my fishing line is something I can no longer do and have to rely on some one else. UG. I can at least still put the worm on the hook and don't get to screwed up casting. I have found I do get irritated easier than I used to, well lets just say I get mad easier than I used to and am trying like hell to deal with that too. Hubby is trying very hard to help me but in doing so I sometimes feel like he is more of a hindrance than a help. Example: I ask a question and he tells me don't worry about it he'll handle it. OK so how do you expect me to get any better at all if you don't even want me to try. Then he gets mad because I have given up even trying. Vicious circle. I also tend to get upset easily when things don't go how I expect them to. Now I am also trying to deal with this medication change from Coumadin to Xarelto and the uncertainty of it all. In a nut shell I'n scared to death, then my jackass Dr. (Hematologist) treats me like I can just shut off the worry and change how I'm feeling if I wanted to really? Hello Can we say Brain injury? Anyway I am still alive and trying to lead as normal a life as possible. Going to have both Grandson's for the summer so have lots of fishing, horse back riding, archery shooting and camping planned. I think I can, I think i can. Your all in my thoughts and prayers-Blessings and Peace.
Hugs
Ferr