Interesting turn of events...

So, after all the fuss I made yesterday and this morning about going to get assessed at a mental facility - I didn't end up going.
 
I had a weak moment this morning and texted my ride saying I wanted to cancel and reschedule.  Key word "want".  I still was going to go, I just didn't want to.  I expected to get a call from her encouraging me to go or whatever.   I didn't hear from her all morning, so called her at one point and left a message just saying what time I thought I'd arrive at her house.
 
It turns out, she woke up with a migraine and was thinking she was going to have to call me and cancel, so when she got the text she said "Oh, good.  She cancelled.  I don't have to call her." and went back to bed.
 
I arrived at 1PM and she was in bed with a headache.  I called and rescheduled the assesment for Monday.  I gave her some excedrin (she had run out of it and I never leave the house without it) and then we and her mom visited for awhile before I came back home.
 
It was a good visit, and relaxing.  After having gotten all worked up this morning.
 
Oh well.  
 
In other news - my sister is a published illustrator!!!! I'm so excited!!! and she doesn't know the books (two) are published yet.  Mom and Dad saw them for the first time this morning and the publishers got her address where she is studying in Italy and will be mailing her copies.  I told Mom to mail me a copy of each too!  I'm so proud of my little sis.  A published illustrator and studying in Italy!!! *beaming*
 
PS a little under in calories today.  Oh well - stressed out today.  On stressed out days I don't eat as much.  Hey, no panic attack today, either.   Maybe I'll actually make 3 days in a row!

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Is this called putting off the inevitable, or recovery? I used your idea about Bible translation in my sermon for my final exam. I just want to thank your, for your selfless idea. God is going to use you, one day, I have no doubt!
deleted_user
deleted_user

Next time i hope it works out
Beth85
Beth85

it\'s definitely avoidance. :D. But, it\'s not entirely my fault! I just jumped on the excuse. I\'m feeling better already.. maybe this cured me!!!! ;) j/k