insurance......

soooo we get new insurance on march 1st and my therapist is out of network.....my psychiatrist and therapist signed off a letter to then ew insurance saying that i have chronic suicidal ideations, self injury problems, PTSD, MDD, BPD, what medicines i'm taking etc. etc....now according to m psychiatrist she said,"you meet the requirements....you shoulf get it..." (the letter was to have the insurance make my therapist in network) and my therapist said,"i talked ot the woman and they sounded very able to reduce the price..." well my dad came home yesterdya nad said,"i heard back from ***** today..from the insuarce.....they're giving you a 90 day transition period and then *****/my therapist is going out of network" so for those 90 days i get to have her in network and then she's out of network!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's not fair and i can't believe this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my therapist and i are making so much progress!!!! how can they say no!!!!?????? and therapist and i talked about what to do if, this happened.....i'm seeing her once a month once she goes out of network and then see ANOTHER therapist that's IN network for the rest of the month.....God i HATE insurance people!!!!!! i feel like self injuring!!!!! makes me so angry, depressed, hopeless and everything else...