Institutionalisation?

(If you haven't read my last journal entry, please read before this one) I met with my key worker today and completely broke down again. I explained how I was feeling but I've more or less had the same response only with a bit of a clearer understanding of why they are being stand-offish despite me feeling so bad. They think I've become institutionalized. That's why they are so eager for me to get back out into the real world. What they still don't seem to understand is that these suicidal feelins arn't just going to go away are they? Surely if I'm pushed out now I'll be at more risk, under more stress? How can that help? I'm just so confused about what is supposed to be 'treatment' for me?