Insomniac should be my middle name

I don't know why I can't sleep or why it's so difficult to fall asleep. I'm so so tired, but it feels impossible to close my eyes right now. I guess it doesn't help that my ribcage itches where I have the PHN and scratching it only shoots a knife through me. It's almost funny, which is so disturbing to an outsider. But sometimes you just have to laugh because pain is so ridiculously real and makes itself apparent and forces you to pay attention. I just set my alarms for 5am. Sociology tomorrow morning. I'll count my blessings and be thankful we don't have to talk about Chronic Pain in that class. Considering it's the same instructor I have for Psychology. I had a hard day as far as pain goes so I vegged out on the couch for my day off and watched Ghost of Girlfriends Past, Brothers, and Avatar. It took my mind off for awhile, but I can only imagine what my dreams will be like haha. Okay - well I guess I should attempt to get some sleep. Let's do this!

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deleted_user
deleted_user

haha-to the dream part, not the insomnia/pain part. let me know what comes of that, should make for an interesting combo. Blue Matthew McConaughey in overalls singing Oh Brother Where art though with George Clooney, lol. Hope you got some sleep and today is an easy day for you! What is your major?Thought you were in graphic design or something like that. Have a good one. J
Kenna21
Kenna21

J-

Hahaha surprisingly I don\'t remember my dreams. I woke up about 10 times last night.... and then this morning when I needed to wake up at 5am, I woke up at 6:30am. But I\'m in class now.. sigh! My major is Graphic Design... though most of my classes are focused solely on Graphic Design, we\'re required to take some general ed courses as well. They\'re four hour classes and sociology for 4 hours is a long time! HAHA ohhhh let\'s make this fast! Movie day? Anything but a powerpoint!