Insignificance

Is it really possible for me to feel like this much of an insignificant arsehle right now? I mean, it just defies belief.I am forgotten by just about everyone around me. Where am I? What does it matter. What was I doing? Who cares, no one ever asks, no-one ever did ask, forgotten by everyone. When I was friends with them, even they forgot me. Always forgotten, feeling more and more like the insignificant fuck that I am today. If I just walked out of here, without a word as to why, I could come back next week and nobody would be able to remember my name.