Insight Given

Yesterday I called someone that maybe I should have over a month ago. It was someone that I meet and really liked. However, things got kind of weird with him and I didn't understand what was happening. It just seem like he wasn't interested in me. But it was strange to be grilled on questions on dating and that he tried to kiss me but what nothing?... He is on a certain site and he keep me in his top of his friends. I thought maybe he was just doing it to look good. He seems to have a collection of all these women but don't most men. (lol) I have been friendly with him on the site. It has been bothering me about the why we aren't talking. So I called and found out that it wasn't what I was thinking. MS does play a role in us not go any farther but he has issues too. He said that with his problems he did want to add to mine.   He never didn't want not to be friends and he did think about being more just not at this time. He wondered why I stopped talking to him. Oh, my phone service reception was bad and he couldn't hear me. I remember he was upset about it.. not that upset.. just you can't carry on a conversation when the phone is breaking up. I feel relieved to know now. I really miss talking and sharing with him. You know I didn't call him because I was listen to other people tell me what that thought he was doing.. player.. he really doesn't care...all kind of things. And it wasn't and I knew in my heart it wasn't. If I didn't call, I wouldn't have my friend back.