Insecure
I know if you were here I would jump in place those tiles down right now but for some reason I am afraid I will screw it up, it will be crooked. I am so mad at myself I just can not get going on getting it done. So if you can send some confidence down for me to geter done please.
People are coming from Spokane to look at camper, I hope they want it. I can than find a smaller horse trailer/LQ just for my size. Otherwise it just sits. I want to go riding soon.
I asked Mary if she wants to move in with me. She sold her house to her kids, looking for place to live til she retires in 3 yrs. Living with SIL & her not the greatest. We have been friends since jr high so I think it would work for this next yr or two. Than I can make plans to get this place in order to sell, & move on myself. I w/like to move otherwise. Too many memories here that make me too sad. But I will miss the deer/elk. Just are not that many friends for just me here.
I have a part time job, worried I still will be cutting expenses close but its only 1/2 miles away so gas will be nothing. I loved that job when we worked there in 2007 so am looking forward where I met lots of new people. I would love to met a fun new friend to be friends with.
Horses got feet trimmed, have to get them in for their shots, and teeth floated. I miss Moon.
Mom is doing ok, but you probably know for sure how she is doing from up there. She has lived a long good life. I just can not take care of her right now. I am glad Nan and Robin have stepped up, I will take Nan back to Hermiston Sunday. That will be my Easter driving several hrs. It does not matter, I'd rather do that anyway.
Trying to find peace and comfort some days its ok somedays not. I still after all this time can not believe you died. Aunt Helen went to see Your Mom who is doing bad in Grand Junction, she is sure is close to going. Please come to her and take her home with you, she would be better off, she is suffering so much.
I love you and miss you I wonder if Buddy wonders what happened to you?
People are coming from Spokane to look at camper, I hope they want it. I can than find a smaller horse trailer/LQ just for my size. Otherwise it just sits. I want to go riding soon.
I asked Mary if she wants to move in with me. She sold her house to her kids, looking for place to live til she retires in 3 yrs. Living with SIL & her not the greatest. We have been friends since jr high so I think it would work for this next yr or two. Than I can make plans to get this place in order to sell, & move on myself. I w/like to move otherwise. Too many memories here that make me too sad. But I will miss the deer/elk. Just are not that many friends for just me here.
I have a part time job, worried I still will be cutting expenses close but its only 1/2 miles away so gas will be nothing. I loved that job when we worked there in 2007 so am looking forward where I met lots of new people. I would love to met a fun new friend to be friends with.
Horses got feet trimmed, have to get them in for their shots, and teeth floated. I miss Moon.
Mom is doing ok, but you probably know for sure how she is doing from up there. She has lived a long good life. I just can not take care of her right now. I am glad Nan and Robin have stepped up, I will take Nan back to Hermiston Sunday. That will be my Easter driving several hrs. It does not matter, I'd rather do that anyway.
Trying to find peace and comfort some days its ok somedays not. I still after all this time can not believe you died. Aunt Helen went to see Your Mom who is doing bad in Grand Junction, she is sure is close to going. Please come to her and take her home with you, she would be better off, she is suffering so much.
I love you and miss you I wonder if Buddy wonders what happened to you?
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