in trouble

i tried to shut my eyes  i had them shut and i heard a noise  i know it is that thing coming back  i shouldnt have told nobody  now i pissed it off  it was probably over there listening the whole time waiting on my ass  i know i promised to shut my eyes but i am too damned scared to do that i will just sit here and stare at this screen and hope i dont see that thing again  i will be gone if i do  GOOOOOOOOOOOONE  all that damned screaming and yelling has started to get quieter now and that is good  now i can maybe here it if it comes back  i have the light on so i can see it if it tries to sneak up on me  i feel like friggin running  like i could run and run and i might have to if i see that thing again