In the thick of it....

So went to my MFM appt on Friday and baby A is lagging in growth.  So I spent the weekend in L & D being monitored and tested for pre E. Everything checked out fine but it was a long weekend. The medical staff was great and I have a team of people tracking me and making decisions going forward.  I am at home on strict bedrest.  I will have Nst's, Bpp's and cks on Thursday. Same next week but if Baby A shows poor growth next Thursday then we will have to deliver.  I knew we were close but I didn't realize how close.  I am scared but know it will come out ok.  I am keeping my fingers crossed for growth!