In the Darkness

Nights used to be so restful and full.  Holding one another as we lay down, sharing our dreams and desires with each other. Now they are so long, quiet and still.  I lay here before I close my eyes wishing things were back like they used to be for a day.  The middle of the night seems to be when I get so emotional. I reach for the comfort of her laying beside me to only find a cold and empty place that matches my soul.  My only recourse is praying for God to give me strength for this day... the night fades and I drift off once again dreaming the same nightmare that permeates my life.