In tears
This is so sad, reading how many people were writing here, scared of their cancers but, then they stopped writing. They died? :'( heartbreaking, to see their words stop.
getting so scared and sad :'( cancer is horrible!!! so depressed
getting so scared and sad :'( cancer is horrible!!! so depressed
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feeling lost :\'( alone. it\'s all in the mind i try to keep telling self. sometimes i think the cancer has worked its way to the brain. scattered thoughts, feeling very insignificant :\'(
I wonder how i\'m going to die from this. heart attack, just, go to sleep and not wake up, how will death come.
I totally get you and am feeling the same thoughts. We must hang on to the fact that there is hope for a cure I guess - but I am very scared too. I have two children not on their own. I keep focusing on them. I lost a child (my daughter) to cancer and know the reality of how dangerous this is. What a crime that men cannot be tested, that the vaccine is not encouraged for everyone, that there is not more publicity and education for all ages. I was stupid and vulnerable. This is a scourge. Are you kidding me?! Even condoms don\'t protect more than 70%? It\'s simply Russian Roulet to have sex with anyone. Several friends I know have husbands that cheated on them and brought it back to them. One friend never had sex with anyone ever but him. I got attacked with it from a one-time brief exposure. Why isn\'t there more outrage about this? I suppose it is because we are in the minority so nobody gives a crap about us.