In shock

I am in shock as to what this fibro pain is doing to me and my life. I am having a very difficult time doing anything lately because of the pain and weakness.  I hurt everywhere except my ear lobes---maybe I shouldn't say that cuz they will be hurting next! I am missing too much time from work and being a single parent, I worry constantly about losing my job and then losing my house.  Going to be starting a new medicine again soon (Savella) and hoping this will help. Nothing else has. I take pain medication but it doesn't stop the pain, lowers it in a few areas. I am so sad with all this and then add financial problems, stress, etc. well it's just a cocktail for a unhappy lady (name Carol, lol).  I was told there is "fibro fog" but I feel mine goes beyond that. I misspell and even type the wrong words at work a lot and I am so forgetful I am surprised I walk out of the house with my shoes on.  I was telling someone at work about my diagnoses and the minute she hears Fibro, she made a face and was like...so you worry yourself into pain uh?  I was like, "What did you just say to me??" wasn't pleasant, lol. Anyways, sorry for the the ranting and raving, I just needed to get just a little bit out (and trust me, that was just a little, lol).  Peace