In ruin but stick to the truth
I don't know where to start. It was very, very difficult day for me. Morning didn't predict anything wrong. More, I found a book for my Wife.But there came a letter that dropped me very low.Last year I had some issue with income tax. I made a mistake in declaration, after correcting I had to pay some extra cash I didn't have at the moment. It took me few months to collect it. I paid the amount with interest but it seemed that as I had some delays earlier that year, the interest was higher than I'd expected. So again - I paid the difference. On a declaration I put my Wife in first place - just to honour Her. If I could only guess how much trouble it will cause...Today (well, no longer actually, but I'll stick to this) there came a summon to the tax office as we've made a tax misdemeanou. It was saying we'll be fined for this. The problem is that it summons my Wife, not me - as She is the first one on the declaration! I can do nothing, She has to go to the Tax Office, She will have to answer everything... I could hardly find out what was the reason for this summon.In the past I would have hid this for at least few days. Just to obtain few more "normal" days. But today I did the contrary. I have shown the letter as soon as my Wife was back home. I explained everything I had already found out, including possible fines. She got mad. She accused me that I forced Her on first position in declaration on purpose, just to put Her in such situation. She told me that She had decided that She wanted a divorce as there is "something" everyday (wich isn't actually true - yet "something" happens really to often). I am to move out (there is no actual date for that).I could do nothing to avoid this situation. I feel proud of myself - I didn't lie in a very difficult situation in wich I used to lie. But that still doesn't stop me from feeling down, as my relationship goes worse and worse. I know it won't improve until I pay all my debts but it isn't so easy. Right now I'm looking for a job while the total sum of debts is about twice as high as usual annual income in my country...Not good...
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