In need of advice

Hello ladies I know I have been MIA for a while. I am just trying to get my life back and be happy again, but I just can't stop wanting a baby. I know I said that I was gonna wait until after the summer before I try again but I think I am ready. I called today because I think af is about to come and I would like to start another cycle as soon as possible. ,my cousin just had a baby boy on Saturday and I am the god mother. I had so many different mixed emotions.happy ,jealous,hurt that I should be a mommy and how much I have to go through. I just don't know what is wrong with my body. I am so annoyed and worried. Will I ever be a mother. God I hope so. Every time I try to give myself a break something in me pulls me back to keep trying. 

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CityGurl
CityGurl

I\'m sorry you are dealing with all those emotions. This is definately a difficult struggle and we are all here to help give you strength. I think that only you can decide if you are ready to start again. It sounds like you have been thinking about it, so if you\'re ready, I say go for it!! Keep us updated!!
Mamamando
Mamamando

my dear, you know we both went trough a lot, but stopping or thinking about the past, if you can financially keep on going with the ivf. get a second opinion, change dr, dont get down, dont give up!! dreams do come true!!
xo
KeepSmiling11
KeepSmiling11

This is always such a hard decision...ready or not. We are all here for you and praying for you!
deleted_user
deleted_user

I am so sorry you have to deal with all these feelings. I will be praying for you. Keep us updated on your progress. Big hugs to you.
cidekmat
cidekmat

It is hard making that decision but do what both your heart and head are saying if you are ready go for it and try to stay positive look at it like you are just starting the journey, not resuming something you have been doing for a while and if you need anything you know you have a good support system here... best of luck and hugs
deleted_user
deleted_user

It sure is a struggle, but we are here and going through the same emotions so you are not alone