In my life
This year there have been allot of changing experiences in my life. Despite a lot of them bringing a lot of bad vibes, I feel more vital than ever.
I still have a little way to go, though, and here's what I think I should do. For a start, what I want to do is go outside tomorrow, just before day break and watch the sun rise. Watch it's rays radiate out of the center, coating the sky with fading shades of reds and oranges as they melt into the giant canvas. Just watch the last of the stars dissapear and as I breathe in deeply, feel all the anger, and sadness, and negitative vibes dissapear of my body along with the stars, and just be there - captivated by something as simple and innocent as day break. Just enjoy the unrecorded tenderness of - "Oh, I'm just here, enjoying the morning."
I want to try and meet myself again. Because for the past few months I feel like I have lost sight of who I really am, and aim to be. Though I also believe that in some small ways, the circumstances that involve me have helped me in deciding where I feel like I should be and how to get there, also when.
And I know what is really important. Like material things... nice, pretty, entertaining, handy etc but in the end what's most important is health, and being in a good headspace for YOU and then family then friends because if you arent well, how can you expect to watch your close ones backs then? I'm remembering what I believe is important. What I need to understand so that I can meet myself again.
I got years ahead of me to learn all this stuff! But I'm happy with what I'm learning now too, and I'm improving.
Sending good vibes, much love and big hugs to everybelly xxx
I still have a little way to go, though, and here's what I think I should do. For a start, what I want to do is go outside tomorrow, just before day break and watch the sun rise. Watch it's rays radiate out of the center, coating the sky with fading shades of reds and oranges as they melt into the giant canvas. Just watch the last of the stars dissapear and as I breathe in deeply, feel all the anger, and sadness, and negitative vibes dissapear of my body along with the stars, and just be there - captivated by something as simple and innocent as day break. Just enjoy the unrecorded tenderness of - "Oh, I'm just here, enjoying the morning."
I want to try and meet myself again. Because for the past few months I feel like I have lost sight of who I really am, and aim to be. Though I also believe that in some small ways, the circumstances that involve me have helped me in deciding where I feel like I should be and how to get there, also when.
And I know what is really important. Like material things... nice, pretty, entertaining, handy etc but in the end what's most important is health, and being in a good headspace for YOU and then family then friends because if you arent well, how can you expect to watch your close ones backs then? I'm remembering what I believe is important. What I need to understand so that I can meet myself again.
I got years ahead of me to learn all this stuff! But I'm happy with what I'm learning now too, and I'm improving.
Sending good vibes, much love and big hugs to everybelly xxx
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