in a funk
No matter what - I'm going to a meeting tomorrow. I am super focusing on my middle guy - which isn't good. After that incident the other night - his sleep schedule is off and he's been sleeping late in the day. He said Saturday night - after work - (we heard him come home - and on time) he said he couldn't sleep and was up all night. I was up awake at 6:30 and saw that the downstairs light was on. Don't know what's going on but - it is what it is.
With our youngest being away at school - it's out of sight - out of mind. As bad as this sounds ~ it's been a vacation with him living elsewhere. The one at home - it's in our face and therefore - I get sucked up in it. sigh......
With our youngest being away at school - it's out of sight - out of mind. As bad as this sounds ~ it's been a vacation with him living elsewhere. The one at home - it's in our face and therefore - I get sucked up in it. sigh......
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I hear ya there. It was always a relief to get out son out of the house. And then I would think I could handle things, and besides, he needed the \'help\', so the cycle would start all over again. Ending with me as messed up as he was; husband, too. So I really hear ya.
The meetings do help give relief. Just saying the Serenity Prayer with others helps. A burden shared is a burden halved.
Things have improved with me: we have asked a 5th person to join the Board and asked the one who was not carrying any weight to step down. And today, we have final punchlist walkthru for the Deck Project. It is really sloppy raining out there, but it will be done, except for deck partitions, which can happen any time. Yay.
Sending Serenity thoughts to you, somewhere in the East ~~~~~~~~