In a bad way,
I am down today. I went to see the dietician and to get weighed in. I gained 5 lbs. I was as heavy on my scale but I was hoping mine was wrong. But it wasn't. My dr in the beginning said that he didn't care if you only lose 10 lbs...just don't gain. Now I have to lose it quickly before my surgeons appt which they will call me to schedule. If I lose the 5lbs plus the 2 more where I need to be before then I should be ok. Hopefully it will be alright with the insurance company as well. I hope and hope and hope. I cried all the way home from my appt. I feel like a failure. I was embarassed when she weighed me and it was higher. It really sucks! (excuse my wording). :(
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You are not a failure...be strong and keep fighting for your new life.....It is hard but not impossible....I believe in you!