Improve Self-Esteem: Goal Update #1

Things aren't looking up for me right now. I'm self-conscious all the time. I'm ugly and fat. And most of all, I'm not a boy. I don't belong in the body of a girl's, and it bothers me so much. I feel like everyone hates me and picks out all of my disgusting features. I try to tell myself that I am perfect the way I am, and then I realize that perfection isn't real. I'm just putting myself down even more. I always fail at everything I attempt to do.