Im tired.

Im tired of every one and every thing. Its exhausting trying to be 'nice' to people who dont and never will care. It sucks. I dont have friends. I feel like my family doesnt care. My younger brother has Asbergers and he is constantly telling me to kill myself, cut myself, move away, or something awful resulting in death. I pretend what he says doesnt hurt my feelings but it really does. I feel like all my family hates me. But I cant figure out whats wrong with me. Lately, its so hard for me to get out of bed in the morning. I just lay there and silently cry all day, from the time I wake up, until the time I go to bed in the morning.

-A