im sorry

to my DS family i thank all of yuo i read many of yuor post im sorry for not replying as i went into a vary deep low and some freinds were concernd so some of them tag teamed me for severle days as much as i hated this i will admit if it wernt for there efforts i wuoldnt be writing this  now the meds and tharapy have started to kick in it has stoped the spirel down and has given me hope that things can be different but i have to work hard for that to happen -and this is something new to me im not shure how to deal with this but i know i have to for those that tryd there best an most of all for me im going to try to stay in the game of things