im so fed up.
im so fed up cause my computers not working,why is it that i need something so much so it stops working?text husband yesterday to tell him that the kids are ok while im away next week,he didnt reply for an hour and half and then it was all about how he feels not how the kids are feeling.hes so selfish.and i am starting to see this is such a bad trait and i dont need him and his sorry for himself attitude.he chose to leave us and set up home with her,what does he want?us to all sit at home crying and waiting for him.well ive cried enough over him and even though i no they wont be the last tears for him im now realising its over and i have to move on and see the posatives in my life.
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Hey Nix; You sound better this week. i wrote down all the things about him that pissed me off. Like the clothes all over the place, His rules, His House. His time to eat, his time to sleep. It was all about him. I never fitted in. I want to fit somewhere but don\'t want to dance to someone elses tune. I have to work on me. Your doing OK.
hi,yes ive had a bit of an up and down week,ive slowly realised yes its over,i cant make him want me and it would never be the same anyway.ive still had a couple of days of crying but i am finding things slightly better.you will too,when you least expect it you will think blimy i havent thought about him for a whole half hour.xx
Blimmy...I didn\'t think you brits used that any more...
yes we still do,but thats one of the more subtle words.lol xx