Im sad to today
Well today is my little angels birthday. He would be 5 today. It seems lik ei miss him more today than ever before. Is it because i still dont have a baby to hold. Is it because of all the treatments and dissapointments I have had. I dont think the iui worked. I have zero symptoms and it is so depressing. I feel completly hopeless. I mean we are out of optios. I dont know how to cope with it. Its like i dont even have anything ot live for if I cant have children. I dont see the purpose. How do you live a life that is completely empty. I know my husband doesnt understand. I dont evenhave a family. A family is a mom and a dad and children. We are only a husband and wife. I dont feel whole. I want my son back. I want all thre babies I have lost back. It hurts so much. I wish my husband was here and could hold me. Im so alone right now and I hate it.
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I am so sorry that you are so down today. You will be in my thoughts. Try and feel better.
im praying for you..i hope that you get to feeling better and more hopeful soon,though i know it\'s not easy. God has a plan for each of us!Hugs to you!
I am sorry and thinking of you in this difficult time. My heart is out with you
I feel for you. I have crummy days all the time. Just look at all the good things in your life and you will feel better. Good luck to you. You are in my thoughts.
oh sweetie I don\'t even have words to describe how I feel while reading this. You have been through so much pain in such a short amount of time. I too wish you had all your littles ones to hold heere on earth right now and be a mom too, but I beleive that you Will be a mom. You are not alone in feeling like your life would be over without children or that it isn\'t a family without children. I so wish your husband was home. I will be thinking and praying for you throughout today. My heart hurts for you
I\'m so sorry your having such a hard day sweetie! I\'ve been in your spot where I didn\'t think I had anything to live for. But then when I came out of my saddness a little...I saw that I have such wonderful people in my life and a fiance who is wonderful...and we enjoy each other so much...and THAT really opened my eyes. Right now your sad...with good reason...but don\'t give up hope! No symptoms is not a bad thing...a lot of woman don\'t get symptoms for several weeks or months.
I will continue to pray that you get your BFP and that precious baby you so deserve. Take care sweetie!
Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.