Im on a low
Well my girl friend had a great 21st b-day. She is being supportive but having a hard time herself. I wish I could help her. She is my girl and I hate to see her bumed out. I feel right now that I have a lot on my plate. I am trying to look for work, see if I am able to go to school in fall, get my appoints set up and also help my girl stay sane due to her being off meds. I try to help but we just get frusterated with each other. Also a friend from middle school and high school died. I just found out about it and it is kickin my ass. Im so down but I try to not be. She wouldnt want me to be down. Im trying to keep my chin up. but part of me doesnt care anymore. Oh well. anyway things will be fine in time. toodles.
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I\'m sorry your on a low babygirl. I know your having a hard time yourself you dont always have to be there for me. There comes a time when i need to be there for you. I\'m so sorry about Audra. She is in a much better place now and i know she wouldnt want you to be sad but i know it\'s hard losing someone. Especially a good friend. I know that if you just stay in contact with your people about school you will have a good chance in getting back into it. Try not to worry about me a lot. Things will be better in time for me. I love you very much. Please come to me if you need someone to talk to. I\'m always here for you baby. I love you with all my soul. Your my one and only. Things will be OK. I\'m sorry about all my frustration and putting it on you. Please forgive me. Keep your chin up baby. HUGS
I\'m sorry for your loss. I just want you to remember it is important to take care of yourself first, as much as you want to help you friend. Keep your chin up! HUGS!