im having a relly bad day

i had another nightmer about my learning difficultys and i whent to tell my mom and she did not even try to comfort me
furtehr more im still having more trobble reading like i said last journel entry
i keep wondering when whne will this end
im tired of my mom not b-ing there for me when i need her for help on my dyslexia and all that other stuff not yet discoverd
it seems like all she dose latly for those times is say im srry u got that but i dont understand 
like that helps  i mena she could do more then thhat even if she dont udnerstand like a bit more emotinal support wont kill her or even help me when im looking for help
its liek no one around me ever will understand or be there to help me 
i want this to end and i want it to end soon i dont want to stuggle for the rest of my life all becase of the problems i have