im fucked up...

wow, so my mom freaks out cuz of the stress shes under, starts yelling at everyone while were making dinner, i asked a question about how many tomatos we needed cut and she flips out, starts yelling at me for asking too many questions and not knowing what to do, my dad asked what we were supposed to do about tomato paste cuz we were out, mom freaks out at him, yells at him "figure it out on your own for once!" jesus...i wanna cut so bad, everything is so stress full here, seems like i cant do anything right, im a fuck up, nothing i do is ever enough, nobody notices anything i do, life is so pointless, god im so fucked up, i just want to die... "now i can see your pain, im sorry (GOODBYE!)i cry so hardnow i can see your pain, im sorry (GOODBYE!)i cry tonight (GOODBYE!)"