Im Bumed out...

Hello DS and Friends,...  I am bumed tonight, I called to reschedule my Apointment with my Head doctor, and I was told he developed heart problems after his knee Surgery and has passed away,...  I really liked him alot,.. Ive been going to him for several years now,.. he always knew what to say, and had that look, I felt he might of been Lost on how to truely Help or Diagnose me, But I felt he truely Cared about me,...  That's a Big thing I believe in Life,.. People Need to feel that someone Cares, and the more the better,.. I believe that's the Function DS fuels for people, when atleast One person responds and shows atleast Some level of Careing,... Ok, work,.. it's strange, that's this weeks word for it,.. one new AM Quit and another AM has given Notice and I wish he would not leave, yes, another person who I feel might of been Lost but had true Careing,...  I did a JOb this morning where I got a very AWFUL review,.. well, i feel it was NOT my fault they sent me in against there Own Instructions and without ANY training,.. I had no control over any of that,.. but I look at it as this, I GOT THE JOB DONE... I go do my Walmart Tomarrow, I tend to have Fun with that one,.. so Im trying not to Be Nervous,... Dad is doing good, I still worry about him. he's got an eyeglass script today and will get new glasses soon, My Teresa and I really need glasses, Especially me, but Im going to work on that next month,.. The Scheduler is trying to give me some more work, and Im taking anything I can get even if it's hard or scary,. I need the money working brings in, and it's slim pickings,.. Did anyone read where I got another Car,.. it needs a couple of repairs, but even the mechanic said it's in better shape then the old one that blew up,.. Oui Viey... Im Missing Mom tonight and Carole, so Much,.. I hope they know my feelings, and are trying to help me.. God bless everyone...     Michael