Im addicted to his accepting smile.

Whenever I tell my boyfreind something positive I accomplished he is very happy. On the flip side, he lets me know how upset he is when I dont accomplish a responsibility. I can not stand that. It hurts so bad. Its like a trigger. I want him to see me strong all the time like him. I want to feel positive and motivated all the time, like him. He says, you just have to do it. I do not operate like that. I just want to be accepted for who I am, I do not want to lie anymore just to feel accepted.