Im a superstar

You know I used to be a gangsterI used to be a thug Standing on the corner slanging all the drugs Used to be the baddest, nigga on the blockHad the meanest mug, Even slanged some rocksHad the fattest gold chains had the finest clothes Had the baddest bitches, Knew some fly ass hoesBeen around and done it Seen it all beforeBuried some of my homies But I kept my game tightAnd then one dayI got my life rightStopped rollin with the gangsters Got up of the blockHad to or who knows could of ended up in a boxBut now I feel alone in this fucked up worldThe gang was like family kept me feeling lovedAlways had my back, Placed nothing aboveNow I am depressed and feel all alone Feel suicidal hanging on my ownThis lil magic box, saves my fucking lifeI wish I could be normal, find myself a wifeLive a real life, depression is a knife Its held to my throat and its pressed so tightI need to find the lightTo keep me movin rightKeep my life MINERemain fuckin strongBe there for my mom'sBe a better manDo what I gotta doCause I can see my handsI can see my future toits slippin through my fingersNeed to keep my head upeven though the pain lingersFind people who love me for exactly who I amI know they are out thereI know that I canI just need to rememberI am not just a thug I am a smart MANI can get aboveall the darkness and sadnessin the fucking worldI just need to love meAnd Its MY fucking world Its MY LIFE Need to live it right And when I do that I will see the lightFor now I make it through another nightBut soon that will change Ill have the whole world saying my nameCause I have something inside meThat they wont forget And when I release itIll sit back cash all the checksI can do big things Live all of my dreamsThis is my life I will live it by all means!!I will not be seen, as a man, who gave up.It is my choice on how I see the cupMine is overflowing what about yours?You can overcome too, just keep on your grindGet your life together like I am getting mineWe will all be fineWhen we let OUR LIGHTS SHINE! See you in the future Till then, Goodbye.Stay fly.