Illusions Never Turn Into Anything Real.

                             Illusions Never Turn Into Anything Real.                          Illusions never turn into anything real...       I should have seen what was there and not an illusion of the light.                           Your a little late....but why am I not gone?                   Is everything in my mind a lie of who you are?     Am I just making you someone I want you to be in my mind to justify                                        everything you do?                       Nothing in this picture is right so why is there                                    a reason to be torn?      I am running out of faith in you. Why do I hold on tight to things that I                                         want to loose?             I'm counting down the days till I escape this "place" with you.                   I can finally start to see it, that dream I am dreaming.        Unfortunately every step I'm taking is backwards and in no direction.                                 Why is it that with you...                     your just another mountain I want to move...       Why can't I except you for you? It's just I can't help but want more                          for you. I see so much potential but no drive.                  Maybe I want to inspire in you what I want for myself.                                     I'm sorry I am wrong for that.                       Not sure if I am loosing faith in you or myself....