If you aren't communicating, then you don't have a relationship//doosey of a day
"... you have to communicate. Otherwise there's no relationship. Is your person APPRECIATIVE of you? Can you depend on that person to make you feel special? Do you laugh at the same things? Are either of you wearing a MASK with each other? FAKE isn't a relationship, fake is a benedict arnold, a traitor - never feign affection.
Wearing a mask is a lonely life, but at least you KNOW you are wearing a mask...the other person/people are being betrayed as you aren't at all who you are portraying yourself to be. you are smiling and knodding and agreeing, but not comprehending nor relating to any of it at all, don't even know what the other person/people are saying? all chinese to you? "
Gwyneth Paltrow
wonder what will happen next? doosey of a day.
had lunch at k's. as always, when its impromptu, he puts together the best stuff. he made a big salad with sharp cheddar chunks and bannas with cream and strawberries in sugar and water -- all of which i love. with a very small glass of white wine and coffee (small only because its lunchtime and normally i don't drink anything until after 5). used the tub to soak. picked up my prescription for blood pressure pills, i'm almost all out. at my house, gave bruiser her albon and looked up the legal description of his property on line county records to make sure his documents are correct.
still had two errands to run but time was super short. tried negotiating with the bank as they owe him $700 in title fees and got nowhere. we went down there to close and they got there before me. amb gave them the wrong amount to wire to the selling (bank) for the property. so tomorrow, its back to the bank with the rest of it and do it all again. grrrrr. were the papers dated? haven't even asked him that yet, because i wasn't there for it. if he wanted me to be there to check on it, should have waited for me to get there. if i were his broker i would have.
amb called this afternoon apologetic to say she told the bank the wrong amount because she was looking at the wrong column on the HUD. great. so tomorrow can suck as well.
then i get a message that our area supervisor who is an asshole, called. here we go. he wants to know if we have space for another person. hmmm. does it look like we have space? i gave him the names of three other places that have started hiring that are nearby. so he says, he got our company an account to make up for two accounts that he lost and our company never gave him the commission AND corporate gave it to a different office. that is something fixable, i mention this and he starts his typical abusive screaming, saying he knows it should be fixable but they won't fix it. he's screaming and then he wonders why he doesn't last anywhere. he's been with our company for about 8 months and i'm surprised he's even been around that long. hmmmm. people in that job, generally only last 3 months to 2 years maximum. its a crap job, mostly delivering to all the different branch offices and filling in if anyone isn't there and you can't find anyone. a LOT of driving around, and territories way too large to really get it done right. people in that position are always exhausted and some end up in the hospital because of it.
screaming, as far as i know, has NEVER been allowed in any office setting nor store ANYWHERE. its illegal and just plain rude. in court its considered badgering and harrassment. nowadays, he'll catch himself but only because he knows he'll get screamed right back at him. what a jerk. what rock has he been living under? definitely not above ground anywhere. plus i wasn't up to it because i was trying to fix the screwed up closing.
then kry came by.
Wearing a mask is a lonely life, but at least you KNOW you are wearing a mask...the other person/people are being betrayed as you aren't at all who you are portraying yourself to be. you are smiling and knodding and agreeing, but not comprehending nor relating to any of it at all, don't even know what the other person/people are saying? all chinese to you? "
Gwyneth Paltrow
wonder what will happen next? doosey of a day.
had lunch at k's. as always, when its impromptu, he puts together the best stuff. he made a big salad with sharp cheddar chunks and bannas with cream and strawberries in sugar and water -- all of which i love. with a very small glass of white wine and coffee (small only because its lunchtime and normally i don't drink anything until after 5). used the tub to soak. picked up my prescription for blood pressure pills, i'm almost all out. at my house, gave bruiser her albon and looked up the legal description of his property on line county records to make sure his documents are correct.
still had two errands to run but time was super short. tried negotiating with the bank as they owe him $700 in title fees and got nowhere. we went down there to close and they got there before me. amb gave them the wrong amount to wire to the selling (bank) for the property. so tomorrow, its back to the bank with the rest of it and do it all again. grrrrr. were the papers dated? haven't even asked him that yet, because i wasn't there for it. if he wanted me to be there to check on it, should have waited for me to get there. if i were his broker i would have.
amb called this afternoon apologetic to say she told the bank the wrong amount because she was looking at the wrong column on the HUD. great. so tomorrow can suck as well.
then i get a message that our area supervisor who is an asshole, called. here we go. he wants to know if we have space for another person. hmmm. does it look like we have space? i gave him the names of three other places that have started hiring that are nearby. so he says, he got our company an account to make up for two accounts that he lost and our company never gave him the commission AND corporate gave it to a different office. that is something fixable, i mention this and he starts his typical abusive screaming, saying he knows it should be fixable but they won't fix it. he's screaming and then he wonders why he doesn't last anywhere. he's been with our company for about 8 months and i'm surprised he's even been around that long. hmmmm. people in that job, generally only last 3 months to 2 years maximum. its a crap job, mostly delivering to all the different branch offices and filling in if anyone isn't there and you can't find anyone. a LOT of driving around, and territories way too large to really get it done right. people in that position are always exhausted and some end up in the hospital because of it.
screaming, as far as i know, has NEVER been allowed in any office setting nor store ANYWHERE. its illegal and just plain rude. in court its considered badgering and harrassment. nowadays, he'll catch himself but only because he knows he'll get screamed right back at him. what a jerk. what rock has he been living under? definitely not above ground anywhere. plus i wasn't up to it because i was trying to fix the screwed up closing.
then kry came by.
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