if I were a horse

I would have already been taken out back and shot. My back is still killing me!! I went to the doctors yesterday and she gave me muscle relaxers and an anti-inflamatory. It has doen nothing for me. In fact i am in more pain. I cant walk straight and have to take itty bitty steps. I look like a 102 year old granny walking around. My MIL cant come help because her dad just had 2 strokes and was actually in the hospital when I called her. He is real sick. DH is sill in Kiwait although he should be home sometime tomorrow., If I feel lik ethis he is taking me straight to the ER!! I need a shot a pill something.
Ian is being crazy today and deciding not to nap AT ALL. I feel like a crappy parent becasue he keeps going up to his toys i always play with him and wanting me to play. He keeps going up to his car for me t opush him and I cant. All i can do is sit here. He wont nap have I mentioned that. So he is tired and cranky and whinny. He is getting on my last nerve. I am usually the most pactiant person in the world when it comes to him. But not today. He is in his crib now. I am making him take a nap. Or at least stay in there and rest. If you pray please pray for my back. I am dying.