If I'm not made for you.

If only she new I was talking to her. Blue eyes blonde beautiful hair. I never know what the future brings but somehow I want you in my future. I don't run away but I can't take it I don't understand. If I'm not made for you why does my heart say that I am? Is there anywhay I can be in your arms? I hope you just talk to me, hopefully share my whole life with. Teach me things only you can show me through everything you learned in your life. If your not for me what does this distance make of us, and why do you appear in my dreams? I hope your the one I share my life with and I pray that your the one I build my home with and the one I slowly die with. I hope you love me all my life. Is there anyway you can reach me? Whether it's wrong or right know my heart is by your side. I want to close this distance over seas but hopefully your feeling the same. I would be there in a hurry. All I need is a "yes" and I'll have the strength to stand. We'll make it through as your the one I share my whole life with. I have never been sure of something thats so farfetched. I need your eyes for mine are crying on my bed. Are you hearing my call for help? I know your listening somehow someway so please return my cry for help. We never spoken and I don't want to let it ruin what I feel inside. I wouldn't let my heart fool me like this if I wasn't sure about what I am feeling right now. Your precious name is resounding all through-out my head. I don't know why your so far away but I know that this much is true, we'll make it through and I hope your the one I share my life with.  If only I was made for you...

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Ty :( :( :(
natalieo
natalieo

I keep finding myself thinking \"men don\'t know how or want to love\", but usually a few hours later, something will prove me wrong, whether it being a father with a new born or this journal entry for example. Keep up the love. =)