IF HE SHOULD HAPPEN TO READ THIS...
I spent years with a man who tried to make me feel like everything was my fault for the way he treated me. Then you come along and treat me like shit and try to turn it around and make ME out to be the one who did something wrong. Well, I've thought about it constantly, and I don't know WHAT I did for you to have been so mean to me. I had every right to tell you off- I'm tired of assholes like you thinking you can emotionally abuse me and get away with it.You treated me like shit. You snubbed me and my son when I told you we had a Christmas gift for you. You dumped off your pets on me and my parents. You told me all kinds of wonderful things, then you treated me like I was nothing. You lied about your intentions, and made me feel like I had done something horribly wrong. You were so quick to drop me from your life, with no explanation of why you were treating me this way. You broke my heart, just like you did years ago. Just like you promised you would NEVER do again.
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Hey don\'t be so hard on yourself girl....we\'ve all made mistakes in judgement...I too met some guys after Jerri died that I thought were good people only to find out otherwise. And it sucks, but sometimes we have to learn our lesson, take something from it and forgive ourselves. I know that sometimes I get into this mode, where I can\'t believe I trusted someone like this again, but you know what it\'s not you....It\'s his loss!